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Thursday, December 10, 2009

"seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us."

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I'm not going to spend my life chasing people. You wanna leave? Fine then, go ahead. 
Cause I'm done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. 
Nothing lasts and people change. I've learned love is hard and life is strange.


You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, 

but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.


I'm telling you, she is more of a treasure than you could possibly know. She is not some wholesome, small town girl, or some good for you fresh breath of air. She is a wonderful person with a huge heart and just the beauty a guy only sees once, you know? If there is even the slightest chance you could break her heart, please, just for her sake, walk away.


I wanna fall so in love with you,
and no one else could ever mean half as much,

to me as you do now.
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^dass me! lol.

i really can't explain it, but i like you without even trying.
 i love the things you say, & how you never fail to make me smile.
 & by the end of the night, you're still always on my mind.



"Just so you know, the only thing I really want is to see him again. You know, hear 
him sing off key, watch him roll his eyes at me when I steal french fries off his plate. 
I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm crazy for him."
-One Tree Hill


I remember what you wore on the first day you came into my life, and I thought - hey, you know, this could be something. Cause everything you do, and words you say; you know that it all takes my breath away. And now I'm left with nothing.


I'll screw up; I'll push you away if we're getting too close. I won't trust you until 
you've proven yourself. I get hurt easily and take a lot of things personally.
but i'll love you with everything i have, and if that isn't enough, then i'm
not enough.
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I'm a pain in the ass and
I'll annoy the hell out of you,
but you won't find a girl who
cares about you more than I do.


I wish you hadn't turned your back.
I wish you had explained.
I wish you hadn't made me lose my faith in everything.


it was one of those moments. i was standing there in my pjs with my hair all messed up, just rolled out of bed. he looked at me with those eyes that don't lie and that smile that fills the whole room and said 'you're so cute.' it was one of those times where you felt absolutely, truly beautiful for just being you.


there’s no other feeling in the world
like knowing that he could be with
any girl in the entire world, but he
chooses to be with you.
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i want you to show me that its possible
for two people to stay together forever.



you can see that he thinks about her,
but he doesn't make a move. he thinks
she's too beautiful for him, and she
thinks he's too amazing for her.



he's like nobody else in the world. when i'm with him, it's
like i'm split in half. part of me is on fire, going crazy if
i'm not touching him. the other half is calm and peaceful
just perfectly content, knowing he is the one for me.


you wonder why I don't talk to you anymore, and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.
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She smokes like there's no tomorrow. She says it makes her feel alive. She drinks her wine like water because she feels dry inside. She drives her car like it's a bullet. She says that time is slipping away. She never thinks about her future. It's a million miles away.


"You're not scared you'll miss people.

You're scared that things won't work-out
like they do in the movies and you'll end up missing people."


She’s completely unexplainable
You think she’d a good girl, but when you get to know her, she’s everything.
She’s crazy. She’s funny. She’s honest.
& you’ll never know what she will do next.


he gets her out of bed in the morning,
drags her to school, pulls her through classes,
brightens up her day, and doesn't even know he does it.
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Saturday, December 05, 2009

so with that boy i had mentioned before his names nick. i mean he's gorgeouss and i just figured he'd just be like eye candy. never thought it'd be more than that. well when we talked we both held eachothers eye contact and so help me it was like the kind of thing that would be in a novel. it was like there was no one else there but me and him and i could tell he was really listening to me. like we started talking because i was saying something to tori and he said something to me from it and yeah:] but when tori left it was quiet and he kept making like comments not for anyone really. and when i'd ask something he'd answer..along with that like he's in a lot of my classes but he's got friends or we don't sit close to eachother to talk or anything. but it's like we're alwayys looking over at eachother. and like after classes it seems like he trys to stall time and we end up walking out close to the same time a lot.:] ahh idk it's crazyy. i wish i had couragee to try to do something, idk what but somethinggggg. lol anyways heres the update<3

"and in that moment..i swear we were infinite."<3
"you're the one i need. my real life has just begun, cause theres nothing like your smile made of the sun. In a world full of strangers you're all i know."

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I want to be the girl that you stop in the
middle of a conversation
just to look at.


I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be, but if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me. I promise you. I promise you I will.


I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars.
I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand.
A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe.
I want to love, and be loved.


If he honestly cared about you one bit he wouldn’t have left.

Not the first time, not the second time, not ever.


I want to be the girl in the pictures on his dresser. I want mine to be the window he wishes he could throw rocks at. I want my fingers to be the ones he dreams about lacing his through. I want to be free of wanting this, but only if it means I don't have to want it anymore, because you're mine.
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I can't really offer you much, but I can offer you that empty spot on the carpet right 
next to me. I can offer you late nights of you and me sitting together. I can share 
with you my mind, my words, my music and maybe I'll move you just like you move me.


I love you so much that when I think about how I feel about you my brain can't
begin to comprehend it. It's exactly like infinity.
I don't understand it, but those are the limitations of my love.


I live in notes and photographs and everything im holding back. But you’re the words that weren’t enough, you remind me of a song I used to love.


I'll dance like no one is watching, and sing like no one is listening
and love like I’ve never been hurting.


If you’re always looking for reasons not to be with someone, well,
you’ll always find them, and I guess at some point you should let go
and give your heart what it deserves.
-One Tree Hill
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I'll tell everyone that if you came back to me, I’d hurt you and play
you just like you did to me. Truth be told;
I could never do that to you.



He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for
and the cutest smile that takes your breath away.
he has the ability to make you laugh every time he speaks
and whenever you look into his eyes, it so hard to turn away.



The greatest feeling in the world is to be around
someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss your forehead,
wants to be around you, wants to call you at night,
and wants to see you smile. But I think what’s better than that,
 is finding someone that does it all, because
he wants to see you happy.


She wouldn't care if you called her and woke her up just to talk at 2am.
She loves arguing, and she's good at it. Scary movies make her paranoid.
She hates it when people don't call her back. She envies every couple she sees
walking around showing their happiness. She only wants to be happyand lately
all she thinks about is you.



He's not the kind of guy that would ignore me
when he's with friends. he's the kind of the guy who
would hold me tighter and kiss me a little harder
just to make them jealous.
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Sometimes, someone says something really small and it just
fits right into this empty place in your heart.



It's just hard because I am absolutely head over heels in love with you.
And maybe you fall in love often, but I don't.



If you can see a future for yourself without me and that doesn't,
like, break your heart, then we're not doing what
I thought we were doing here.

-That 70's Show


I can't promise to fix all your problems,
but I can promise you won't have to face
them alone.


you don't know me, you knew me.
you stopped listening the moment
I needed you the most.
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Don't worry about me, my heart isn't broken
anymore. You should be worrying about yourself,
because I can see you're still an asshole.


Just when I think I've got it all figured out;
he comes my way and turns my whole world upside down
© yourbreakingme_qts


If you don't tell her how you feel
She'll find some other guy that will
Tell her all the things that she only ever
Wanted to hear from you


If I could re-do one thing in my entire life -
I would have never held myself back when I
was with you.

© yourbreakingme_qts


I love talking about you because
I can never run out of things to say.


I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming can't-live-without-each-other love. & I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris. 
( Sex & The City )
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Thursday, December 03, 2009

so yesterday the most amazing thing happened to me:] this boy in my grade who is absoulutely flawless as in he's gorgeouss and he's a sweetheart. i talked to him yesterday like actually had a conversation with him and didn't chicken out. i had to go to his art class to do make up work, and my friend tori i was sitting with her but she left and he was sitting across the table and i was a little shakey but chyeah:D i was sooo fucking happy. like this shit never happens to me or if it does i ruin it. but i didn't ruin it with the one guy i didn't think i'd ever have a chance like this with:]

"Your beauty radiates just like the sun.
When I'm around you, I tend to lose my breath.
There's no doubt that you're the one.
Your great smile makes me feel alive.
Your flawless personality,combined with your godly looks,
makes you more than perfect."


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you can fill these moments with words like forever
but you gotta swear, don't forget to remember me.


you don't have to be tough every minute of every day.
it's okay to let down your guard.
in fact, there's moments when it's the best thing you could possibly do;
as long as you choose those moments wisely.


i hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you.
forget my name & forget my face, so i never have to deal with you again.
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Watching you walk out of my life
does not make me bitter or cynical about love,
but rather makes me realize that
if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person,
how beautiful it will be when
the right one comes along.


and sure there's obstacles in the way –
broken hearts, and bitter best friends,
life problems, and bad hair days, but
every day, she smiles and moves on cause
nothing in the world is going to stop her.



i'm a mess, and so is my room. i like it better
that way. i laugh too much for my own good
and i always say the wrong thing at the wrong
time. i'm loud, and i don't actually hate the
people that i say i do. i can't keep a steady
relationship to save my life, because i'm not
"girlfriend material." i tell people that "this
is me, take it or leave it." most people left it.

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chances are like lightning,
they never hit the earth at the
same spot twice. so when a chance
comes your way, grab it cause
it may never come again.


he stumbles over his words. closes his
eyes tightly. breathes in. breathes out.
almost loses his courage. "I love you,"
he says
. "I love you so much it hurts."


you know when you're making a snow angel
and it's perfect except for that little handprint
you made when you were getting up? well, that's
what you are to me
...without the handprint.
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i don’t want to fall to the ground.
i want to fall in love.



he was in the habit of taking things for granted.

granted, there wasn't much for him to take.

and the only constant was the constant reminder he'd never change.


I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
to stand outside my window, throwing pebbles; screaming, "I'm in love with you."
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You're unwilling to go out on a limb because it just might break underneath you. You know what your problem is? If you never go out on that limb, you're missing one hell of a view.
-"Plain Truth" by Jodi Picoult.


Her; I hate it when you act like I don’t mean anything to you.
Him; and I hate it when you act like you don’t know that you mean everything to me.


i had forgotten what it felt like to find
someone you can't get enough of.
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you’re so cute, you make me blush. you brought me back to being nine, the rush of emotions overwhelms me, of something exciting, of something tingling, of something on the verge of explosion. there it goes, my heart took a walk, dance upon sunshine, bask in starlight and took a skip. the revive of childlike faith, oh what powers you hold but do not know. you shouldn’t exist but you do, you’re far from my reach but one day you will be within, with every single cell of my body, i hope.

I know it's a bit sudden, but yesterday was a great day. And I'm sitting on the bus, and I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You're the one I want next to me when my dreams come true. You're the one I want next to me if I don't. As long as I have you, nothing else


When I picked up the phone, I realized that out of the billions of people on the planet, you were the one I wanted to speak to the most. It was like the deepest part of me took control and said what it felt, unafraid of embarrassment or rejection or any of that other stuff that normally leaves me paralyzed with fear. I didn’t think. I just was.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

things are so freaking hectic right about now. breaks officially over, but it's all good. i've been working to have money saved up so i can afford christmas on my own this year. so this week between school and that stuff i'm gonna be workingg when i can, and kicking it with coco and hector. 25 days of christmas starts soon i'm so excited. but man christmas is coming too quick i'm not ready for it yet! lol. anyways hope everyones doing good:]. enjoy this update<3

Oh darling would you look at me
With my heart beating fast and my shaking knees
It's pretty hard to believe after all these years I still need you this badly<3


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no matter how powerful & real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully & honestly return them & therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing. being lonely, being alone, for many people, sucks. i get it, i get, i get it. but still i have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn't honor the person you are is worse. life is hard enough as it is without choosing someone difficult to share it with. you deserve to be with someone who is nice to you all the time.


She's the air you try to breathe, the happy ending you try to see. 

She's the reasons you make up to try to get over me.


i looked into your eyes and saw a world that does not exist.
i looked into your eyes and saw a world i wish i was in.
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i’ve never seen anyone shine the way you do. the way you walk, the way you talk,
the way you say my name. it’s beautiful, wonderful, don’t you ever change.



If you're lucky in life, you'll meet someone who you will never forget. Someone so special that time itself is the only thing you're worried about running out of. Being able to be with this person is your only concern, and nothing else seems to matter. And most of all, you never want to think about losing them. This is what you live for.


Just because i have to let you go, doesn't mean that i won't think about you every step i take away from you.
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I asked how he was, and he said bad, and that everything sucked for him. But there was nothing i could do because he pushed me away. And i couldn't help but think, maybe things wouldn't have been so bad if you hadn't told me to leave.


I want someone to fall in love with the way I laugh and the way I smile. I want someone to listen to the ramblings of my inner child. Someone who touches my face and brushes the hair from my eyes. I want someone who loves me or at least holds me like they do. But I only want that if it's you.


When you were little, did you ever spread your arms out and spin? It's like love. You keep telling yourself to stop because you might get hurt, but you don't want to. You just want to keep spinning.


love knows no limit to its endurance,
no end to its trust, no fading of its hope;
it can outlast anything.
love still stands when all else has fallen.
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people said i`ve changed so much. well here's the honest truth, i grew up. i stopped letting people push me around. i learned that you can`t always be happy. i accepted reality.


you don't know what you do to me, you don't have a clue,
you don't know what it's like to be me, looking at you.



But I'm shaking at your touch, I like you way too much. My baby, I'm afraid I'm falling for you. I'd do 'bout anything to get the hell out alive, or maybe I would rather settle down with you.
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See you're not what I expected,
but you're
the only one who knows how to handle me.


And I think that I cried for days,
but now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back to who I was


I can't really offer you much. But I can offer you that empty spot of carpet right next to me. I can offer you late nights, of you and I sitting together. I can share with you my mind, and my words, and my music. And maybe it'll move you, like you move me.
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Thursday, November 26, 2009

i'm thankfull for my life, for my wonderfull family, and the amazing friends i have.
happy thanksgiving everyone:]


you're always in my heart
Always on my mind
When it all becomes too much
You're never far behind<3


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Do you want to know the truth? I'm scared, okay?
I'm terrified to get too close because I don't want to get my heart broken.
 
I'm afraid that if we take this further I'm just going to get hurt and to be honest, 

I don't think I could take that.


I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it. 

and when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it. 

I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me.


It seems like the simplest concept. 

Just push everyone away, & you'll never get hurt. 

However, the simplest isn't always the most effective
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I love those hugs, the ones where he 

picks me up off the ground & when 

he swings me around for awhile,
and
then gently sets me down and kisses 

me, yeah, I like those ones.<3


to think, i was so naive,

maybe it didn't mean anything to you,

but it meant everything to me.


Bitch don't bother trying to impress me

telling me what color his boxers are..

sweetie, I know, I bought them

telling me how good he is in bed..

bitch I know I taught him.
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running away from her feelings was the 

only thing she knew how to do.


Part of me wants to find the right words to hurt you,

the same way you hurt me


"You know I used to spend every day thinking about you
and dreaming about you, and everytime you walked by 

I lost myself, do you know what that feels like? And you 

couldn’t possibly know what it feels like
to have that person 

not have the same feelings back. Look, I'm sorry if you 

miss the way I looked at you, but i dont miss the way you 

never looked at me."
--Dawson’s Creek
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I had to leave because I was starting to actually care about you..
and that just means I could get hurt. Maybe it was because I wasn't ready
to like someone so much.

-How To Deal


And the more I become to know you, the more I hide myself from you.
You've become to mean someone to me,
and I'm afraid that you would walk away I you saw who I am.



kiss her like she's famous, hold her
like she's everything
and tell her
that she's the only one for you.
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And if there's no tomorrow, and all we have is here and now,
I'm happy just to have you, you're all the love I need somehow.


I havent seen your face in weeks
haven't  heard your voice in days
Now I feel I've lost my chance
Who needed love anyways.



I wanted to tell you today that I love you, but I didn't.I don't know how
you would have reacted if I told you just how much you mean to me,
and how much I think of you,and how every little thing I see seems to
remind me of you.
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its true..
if he loves you
he'll take the time
to fight with you
because, its simple
he'll go through anything
just to be with you
but if he doesn’t,
then you know…
it’s time to let go.



It sounds so cliche, but I'm sick of waiting. I don't
want to talk, & I don't want to listen, I just want you to put your arms around my waist & kiss me.


I need someone who can keep up with me. I
want someone aggressive, who pushes me to my
breaking point, makes me just want to scream,
someone who will tell me I'm not always
right, set me right, & make me apologize. I need someone to set me straight because no one
else has ever cared enough to try.
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Shes strong because she knows what its like to be weak.
She keeps up her guard because she knows what its like
to cry herself to sleep.


I need someone who can deal with me. I need a guy who will 
make me see things from a different point of view.
I need a guy who will make me talk about the things
that scare me. I need a guy who will make me open up
to him, a guy who won't give up on me.


I want so badly to tell you how I feel,
but I'm scared that after I pour out all my feelings
for you, you're just going to stare at me like
my words don't mean a thing.
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I really miss you tonight.
i miss talking to you,
knowing that you get me.
every time i talk to someone else,
it just reminds me of how much they don't


everything you do and words you say,
you know that it all takes my breath away
and now im left with nothing.


If you want me, fight for me.
Because I'm fighting like hell for you.
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one more thing, i looove how this post turned out a whole lot:D



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