"no baby don't you're making my heart hurt. don't say those words..take it back you know you don't mean it."

"we were different people then..look at all the hateful things we've said. and i'm just as guilty. but girl that's no way to be. take it easy baby i'm still broken..memories enough to tear me wide open." You Promised, Brantley Gilbert.

i know that in order for me to grow as a person and to continue you better myself i have to keep my past and the old me accessible. to serve as a reminder of what i was and motivation to keep moving forward. and that hurts. because it would be so much easier to just block it out to try and cover that part of me im trying so hard to get away from. but that's as useless as trying to outrun your shadow. i've come to realise your past is a part of the person you are today. and that will either help you or destroy you.-wishfullthinkerx.

i feel like if i let you go i will collapse into myself. like a dying star.

we should love, not fall in love. because everything that falls, gets broken.

“No matter how many relationships we seem to have, we’re all alone.” - Mei Misaki.

i'm used to being alone..being single..and only having to worry about myself and my feelings. it's like i don't know how to adjust to liking someone i don't know how to act. but i want someone i want a fun loving relationship. and it seems like that's so hard to come by.-wishfullthinkerx

just because we do bad things does not mean we are bad people.

“If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives.” - Lemony Snickett.

the only thing i've learned is that you can't move on alone. you need someone to show you that behind all the clouds, the sun is still shining.

i watch the sky turn light blue but it's not the same without you.

i don't believe in just listening to music. i believe in letting it run through your brains. i believe in closing your eyes and listening to the story of the lyrics and feeling the pain and happiness. i believe in getting lost for 3 or 4 or more minutes. there's nothing i'm more passionate about then music and all it does for me.-wishfullthinkerx.

and once you let those people in you don't want to let them go.

Talkin to someone new is always fun in the beginning..then shit just goes downhill.

i'd rather tell a strangers all of my problems then tell a friend/family member who will judge me.

i'm not close too a lot of people anymore.

i’m someone who is stubborn. i can forgive but i never forget. and i’m the person who once you win me over i will do anything for you, i will love you with all of my heart. but also if you make the mistake of taking things too far or you break my trust it will be like a fucking switch and i will be the worst thing that’s ever happened to you. because if you push me that far, my mentality towards you will be that i don’t give a fuck anymore you did wrong by me so what you have coming for you as far as i’m concerned you deserve it.-wishfullthinkerx

i am actually so self-conscious to the point where if someone is looking at me i literally feel like they’re thinking and picking out all of my flaws

To me there is nothing more insulting than caring so much about someone, whether it be friend wise or romantically and then hear them say over and over again “no one cares about me”. Like excuse you, I have made it clear a lot how much you mean to me, how dare you say that. It’s such a fucking insult to me.

i don’t think i’ve looked anyone in the eyes since you
i dont think i can
i feel like the eyes are what make you fall in love
i dont trust anyone with that power.

don't let your happiness depend on something you may lose.